I am life, I seem to be complicated yet get interesting if someone learns to make me their friend.
I often get cursed for many reasons, mainly when humans face troubles, they curse me by saying..what the hell is this life; I hate this.
Some people say I don’t need this life, I want to quit.
I get blamed and it hurts me a lot.
this is the story that has hurt me and will keep on hurting me…

there lived a girl with her family in south
she was shy and introverted and didn’t communicate much even with her parents
the day was Monday she went to college for the first time in so long…
there she saw students hanging out with each other, eating food together, and just chilling…
she was still watching everyone with hopeless eyes, waiting to have her place with no one around.
she took her steps and went to the library, with the hope that she won’t be in a crowded area
yes, there were people but peace remained in the room.

she didn’t know anything there, and she tried to ask the neighbor but she resisted… again she tried and the person next to her saw that she is trying to talk… he insisted her
Hi you need any help…
she got still and said no inflow
she started her overthinking but there was something and the boy understood the same
he again asked, feel free to take any help
I am gonna be in the library for 2 hours
after waiting for a couple of minutes, she insisted on him and asked for history reference books
he knew about the library so he helped the girl
arranging the confidence she finally stepped ahead of her comfort zone
but it really takes her to think a couple of times
even after thinking a couple of times, she fails as she was used to the same routine
coming out of their comfort zone takes guts and she was trying harder to get out of the space he has created for 20 years
she got into the class and sat on the bench, along with the same comfort zone.

after one-week over, when class started, one girl came and sat next to her, but she still kept quiet…and coincidentally, the girl next to her was more or less the same
this is how both got the same company
there were days when both never saw each other but now they have endless conversations
both of them started being open to all
but it’s not easy to be the person you’ve never been in your entire life

A difficult scenario where a person may either continue and embrace the change or just be the worst case and blame everything on life comes when changes within oneself are caused by external environments. Similar circumstances occurred with both the girls in this scenario, where they eventually felt frustrated to see themselves as a completely new person they had become—someone they had never been—and was left with no other choice.
Both of them lost track of who they were in order to adapt to the circumstances, going along for the ride in order to avoid feeling lonely.

But how about actual life?
Is it merely because she is alive, or is life itself giving her certain lessons?
Is it necessary to curse life for everything that occurs every day?